Many women notice the same frustrating, cyclical pattern: relationships with kind, stable men fizzle out quickly, while connections that feel draining, unpredictable, and painful can stretch on for years. At some point, the inevitable question creeps in: “Is something wrong with me?” Or is it just that the “wrong” men keep showing up? She tries hard, communicates, shows patience, and gives second chances—yet the outcome is always the same: disappointment, hurt, and the feeling of never truly being chosen.

And yet, she might be smart, self-aware, and genuinely caring. But inside the relationship, something keeps breaking.

What’s Really Happening

The issue isn’t always the men. Often, it is an unconscious internal pattern that gets triggered once emotional closeness develops. Everyone wants warmth, connection, and support—that is human nature. However, if there is underlying anxiety, a fear of abandonment, or unresolved emotional tension, the mind needs a way to release it. For some people, the only familiar outlet is conflict.

A woman can be calm, reasonable, and pleasant for a long time. But when the emotional “battery” runs low, that internal tension has to come out somehow—through withdrawal, coldness, sudden outbursts, or silent expectations that the partner “should just know.” This does not make her a bad person; it is simply the only strategy her nervous system has learned for managing stress.

How a Mature Man Responds

A grounded, emotionally mature man—one who values respect and open communication—usually starts off fine. Early on, everything feels good; there is enough emotional reserve to keep things smooth. But when the first signs of this pattern appear (the silent treatment, sharp reactions, or waiting for him to read her mind), he does not see it as a one-off event. He sees a template.

He recognizes that if it happened once, it will happen again. He does not want to live in ongoing emotional turbulence. So he leaves—quietly, without drama or long explanations. Not because he doesn’t care, but because he can already see where this is headed. Women often interpret this as “he got scared,” “he couldn’t handle me,” or “he wasn’t ready.” The harsher truth is simpler: he was ready—for a healthy relationship, not for constant chaos.

Why Painful Relationships Last

A different kind of man—one who fears being alone or grew up in similar instability—finds this behavior familiar, even comfortable. It doesn’t frighten him; it feels like home. He tolerates the outbursts, he comes back, and he makes up first. Consequently, those relationships can limp along for years—without joy, ease, or genuine respect.

Where This Pattern Comes From

Very often, the roots are found in childhood. For example, if a mother regularly withdrew or sulked, and the father always made the first move to smooth things over (regardless of who was right), the child learns a basic rule: “When I’m upset and shut down, the other person has to come to me.”

In adult relationships, this translates into a profound difficulty in initiating repair, speaking directly about feelings, or taking responsibility for one’s own emotional state. Instead, there is waiting—waiting for the partner to apologize, to “get it,” to fix things. The men may change, but the behavior doesn’t. Each breakup reinforces the internal story: “I’m fine—it’s them. They can’t handle a strong, real woman.”

The Hard Truth Worth Facing

Until the internal pattern changes, the path to calm, fulfilling relationships stays blocked. Short connections with good men and long cycles of suffering with painful ones are not bad luck. They are the result of an unconscious script.

The good news is that scripts can be rewritten. It starts with stopping the search for external villains and beginning to learn new ways of relating—speaking directly, taking responsibility for emotions, and reaching out to repair conflict first. The steering wheel can be fixed. And then the road stops ending in the ditch.

References

• Levine, A., & Heller, R. (2010). Attached: The New Science of Adult Attachment and How It Can Help You Find – and Keep – Love. New York: TarcherPerigee.
  The book explains adult attachment styles: individuals with anxious attachment often unintentionally create emotional tests and conflict, which push away secure partners while sustaining long, though painful, bonds with avoidant ones.
• Mikulincer, M., & Shaver, P. R. (2016). Attachment in Adulthood: Structure, Dynamics, and Change (2nd ed.). New York: Guilford Press.
  The authors describe how anxious attachment leads to "hyperactivating strategies" (protests, demands for closeness, emotional outbursts) that destabilize relationships with secure partners yet allow prolonged involvement in dysfunctional dynamics.